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Monday, March 27

today was simplay horrendous.
we had our voice training and the teacher was telling us about a good posture( backs straight n let ur chest out, as the teacher says)
And she suddenly said,"stop looking at my boobs!" right in front of 3-sumding ppl. urrgh. (o ya btw,her bra[i could help noticing] slipped a LITTLE off]) n she CTUALLY touched one of he girl's *ahem!
eww
n dere's one part we were practising breathing, we had to move our stomaches. and she demo 4 us n it was soo funny!(it was damn flabby, as megan says). and she called sally to read out with emotion a poem, but sally read funnily. she pronounced"gotcha" as "gu cha"
gu cha gu cha gu cha
ha
n when i got home, it was like 6+...(the teacher dismissed us late)
i dont even wanna talk bout it right now
bye
ps, how dya like my new color?((:

rainy days never stay, 4:48 am.
Friday, March 24

ok, my com had a little connection prob.(me:little?) my com's getting old. it's dying soon and he/she still doesn't have any child!(com's still a virgin). im like, BEGGING my mom to get me a new one but no. she said it's a waste of money and my grades are so bad(for your information, i failed my home ec. but im not generous, i wun tell you my marks. i'm a BAD girl, i noe).
ha ha.
nani nani poo poo(it's a little childish, isn't it?)
oh ya, for your information, i don't like pink. i prefer blue . i just use pink because it can be seen on my blog background. i know i could've used white, but i'm too lazy to change the other posts so i'd just stick to pink.
blagh.
just found out something terrible. you knoe the monster from sesame street*not teletubby* whu lives in a garbage bin?(whu does?) i share the same bdae with him. pui pui pui!
pui pui pui!
balgh.
N THAT STOOOOOOOOOOPID zi wen haven tagged yet!!!!!!!
ok, back to good news, sally signed in to msn.
yay. somebodi to tok 2 now...
i have chi N maths lesson later on. (doncha just HATE the combination?) chi ends at 5.3o n maths start at 5.3o.
sad?
sad.
anything im looking forward to today?
erm...
nah.
nothing.
ha.
oh, yesterday, clarissa, me, sal, arra n nicole managed to complete the poster design.
g0 1e3!
losing in the cheer comp doesn't mean we'll lose at other things. we may (not may, WILLL!!!!) still win the rest of the competition!
go! go! go! ale ale ale!(or izzit ole? sry, im too influenced by TAIWAN)
and good luck for the rap comp too! (u dun nd good luck. we'll win for sure! if we dont win, i'll gladly chop off my head n let you use as a stool.)
really.(cuz i knoe i wun hv to do that, we'll win!)
go 1e3!
May the force be with you.
finally ziwen tagged.
n he's SO dumb at tagging. but still, he's a great(dumb) friend.
i really wanted to show off my new learnt(grammar?) ball trick to mthr, bt dun have a ball(NOT looking in a pervert's perspective)
ha.
mthr is till not returning me my mp3 n happy.BIRTH.day .
sad.
oh well. that's all, folks!*music*
byeee

rainy days never stay, 7:37 pm.

hi yaz... my blogskin seems cool... yea... o, n i got a pet!(my mother will not object n it's a garauntee[hw do u spl it?o.0]tt u WUN b allergic) n i got 2 eggs!(not mine, mine's miscarriage too many times)
ha.
i was blogging when i was inspired by Kristen... she writes AWFULLY looong posts... but i bet i cant write more than her...
i'll die.
2dae before netball practice, me, claudia, zing, kristie, clarissa went to stuDio cafe to eat. mine came last n you can imagine the torture i went through when i saw them eat right in front of me! i could swear i was watering. and that stupid zing kept on eating slowly in front of me... (n da juice of the chicken was dripping like siao!). suddenly, closing my mouth and eyes are disabled. finally, my tepanyaki chicken steak came and i REALLY wanted to go and take, BUT I CANNOT GO OUT! urrgh... me n my big mouth to invite clarissa to sit beside me.. but luckily, kristie's here to save the day! (thank you so much, but still i would still keep a second wife)
ha.
n before netball practice, claudia, sally n the other netball ger played monkey wif me(me n claudia=monkey. although sally tan really looks like one) while chasing sally,
I FELL DOWN.
I HAD A MISCARRIAGE-AGAIN
yyyup, i fell and scraped my knee(both) and aking ACTUALLI wanted to apply qing cao you on my knee! man you could imagine the torture i went through. but actually, i kinda like the feeling(you, me:o.0?)
woots
today,
we finally have a coach. i was so relieved, but she's damn torturous! not to mention bian tai!
she ACTUALLY wanted us to run around the sch 3 times, do 5o passes of each pass, run up from 1st floor to 4th floor 4 times N learn new ball tricks.
man that was fun!(sry, got to cover that miscarriage part, mom's here) I learnt the slamdunk way and that gives me another reason for marrying ASHIN! (although i don't really see the connection here... im wierd.) n i can show off in front of Phak Phoum! hahaZ... girls truipmh over boiis... muahaha.... or as claudia put it, girls rule, boys drool.
saw pics of my nephew and neice today, there they are on top. ok, now my stupid pop up blocker(or wadeva u call it) is blocking the window... well, you'll see it next time...
mom's nagging now, bye

rainy days never stay, 8:34 am.
Friday, March 17

为什么奶昔不甜 为什么风景不美 因为你 在身边 世界只剩下 一个焦点
一开始你就特别 从眼神就很体贴 我们都 不穿鞋 光著脚穿越 耳语流言
在这之前我到底是谁 你出现 我眼前 一瞬间 一切都改变
Happy birth day 你就在我身边 和你吃苦一生 胜过天堂一天
Happy birth day 告别忧伤昨天 自从遇见了你 才是我 Happy birth day
风筝和风在缠绵 诗人和诗在兜圈 你坐在 我旁边 这一种快乐 无法描写
世界我环游一圈 看很多空中小姐 都没有 比你美 第一名模也 只能闪边
为什么快乐也会流下眼泪 灌溉了我的荒野 开满了玫瑰
我不累 我不睡 我不休息 我不阖眼 我不想浪费每一秒 在这 有你的世界
ya i bo liao... but this song really nice! it's not very "rock" o...

rainy days never stay, 6:08 am.

omg omg omg.... I bought
Ashin's new book - happy.BIRTH.day!!!
And it only cost $22.1o coz i got the discount card and it was having a 20% discount^^ hahaha hehehe hohoho


today was the day of the cheering comp... And i am comfirmed that the results are like this...
*first - 1e3
second - 1e1
third - 1e2
fourth - 1e4
five - 1e5
THE BIGGEST LOSER IN THE HISTORY OF LOSERS A/O GUINESS WORLD RECORDS OF LOSERS - 16
ya wanna know why the hell 1/6 is last? coz they fucking copy our cheer! And hanis wrote it herself! i was like "what the fucking heck are these bunch of fucking losers doing?" n their dance is so "seductive" ( none of us are seducted... they dance too lousily ) ...
listen here, 16! you are a buck of looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosers! (16: say it loud, say it proud, we are the losers losers, woo!/ we were wlking down the streets one day. saw someone looking our way. people wonder who the hell we are, so we tell them "A BUNCH OF BIG FAT IDIOTIC FUCKING LOSERS!)
haiZ... i'm so damn angry lo! mayB we should set up a "anti 16 club" hahaZ.... K....

now my angriness is now devoured by Ashin Haix...
Heart ShellaShin ... I GOT SOMETHING TO SAY TO YOU , " I Love You" ^^

愛情的模樣
★你是巨大的海洋 我是雨下在你身上 我失去了自己的形狀 我看到遠方  愛情的模樣  曾經孤單的徬徨 曾經相信曾經失望 你穿過了重重的迷惘 那愛的慌張  終於要解放 ◆你是誰 叫我狂戀 教我勇敢的挑戰全世界 在一樣的身體裡面 一樣有愛與被愛的感覺 我愛誰 已無所謂 沒有誰能將愛情劃界限 在一樣的身體裡面  謎樣的魔力卻是更強烈
星星在夜空中閃亮 星空下我不停流浪此生我無知的奔忙 因為你眼光 都化成了光亮 這世界全部的漂亮 不過你的可愛模樣你讓我舉雙手投降 跨出了城牆 長出了翅膀 

rainy days never stay, 4:54 am.
Tuesday, March 14

y0z... 2dae went back to Stamford and had a boring time there... Although i must admit playing with cheng wei n vincent are fun... LoLxx... i miss talking pervertic stuff... XP... hahazz,... 2 bad sall n mj n van nt here...
o yea... there's dis x-stamfordian, she wore the sme clothes as me... onli that she's wearing shorts, im wearing skirt...(cw n vin sae i look like s-hole!) hahaZ.... but sadly, he wasn't there... haiX.........
作曲:五月天-阿信 作词:五月天-阿信 长长的路上我想我们是朋友 如果有期待我想最好是不说 你总是微笑的你总是不开口 世界被你掌握 月亮绕地球地球绕着太阳走 我以为世界是座宁静的宇宙 今晚的天空有一颗流星划过 在预言着什么 在无声之中你拉起了我的手 我怎么感觉整个黑夜在震动 耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏 星星在闪烁  你(会)怎么说 你心中一定有座浓雾的湖泊 任凭月光再皎洁照也照不透 你眼中闪烁湖面无边的温柔 那波光在 诱惑 你已经有他就不应该再有我 世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑 我想我应该轻轻放开你的手 我却没有力气这么做

rainy days never stay, 4:10 am.
Monday, March 13




haix... memories in Stamford.....

rainy days never stay, 4:46 am.

0olalax... mom has finally allowed me to go back to Stamford . (hehz... can show off my Nika shoes and mp3:P) i wonder if hat sumbodi will be there... (idk if u noe hu or nt... bt he's a boii:P)
2dae i saw the "zhi yong shuang quan" advertisment and Ashin is up next week! that darn lin zhi ling... she was playing as a nurse and she asked Ashin to lie down! urrrrrgh... then another girl want my Ashin to take her temperature - with his forehead! wtfh??!! urrgh... i was trying to find pics of it...
niwaes, good news: Ashin won the best lyrics writer award(yay^^) and was nicknamed " 摇滚诗人" yay!!
buh bye for now... gg ca 2 do(damn those homework!)

rainy days never stay, 2:38 am.
Saturday, March 11


I feel so PISSED OFF. My stupid mthr went to my cuz's hse 2dae and my mother stayed there from 7 to 9... and i was urging her to go home(i havent had my bath yet!) and she scolded me... i was like WTF? father kept on hitting my arm. Irritated, i scolded him ," STOP IT LA!" and kana scolded again... urrgh....
niwaes, bad news aside and good news now:
THE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!!!!
Yay!! and im allowed to go out with Ming Jiao and maeB Sally and Van... hurrah!!! bt my stupid mother says i can onli go out on one day in the holiday, so i cannot go to the Stamford gathering... *sob!* I really miss the boys... i have not touched any guys for 2 months! not as in the "touch" but as in the "touch", you know those kind that just bump into each other that kind of touch? yea, it's that kind of touch... (me:wtf am i talking about?) ...
i was looking at the posts I made earlier... what incredibly long posts I have made... (btw, the one in chinese are typed during chinese class, onli used to PAI MA PI)XP hehx...
urh... my curfew is almost up... gtg bye

~*人生海海*~
作詞:阿信 作曲:阿信
我聽見 我在想 我到底 算是個什麼東西
還是我 會不會 根本就不算東西
天天都漫無目的 偏偏又想要證明
證明別人算命是放屁 我卻每天每天的說要革命
就算是這個世界 把我拋棄 而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說 就讓它去 我知道潮落之後 一定有潮起 
有什麼了不起
常常我 豁出去 拼了命 不過卻沒留痕跡
可是我 從不怕 發出我火熱的心
手上有一個硬幣 反面就決定放棄革命
但是ㄚ在我心底 卻完完全全不想放棄
就算是這個世界 把我拋棄 而至少快樂傷心我自己決定
所以我說 就讓它去 我知道潮落之後 一定有潮起 
有什麼了不起
常常我 閉上眼睛 聽到了海的呼吸 是你
溫柔的攬著潮汐 告訴我沒有關係

rainy days never stay, 6:45 am.
Wednesday, March 8

Heyz... Having chi lessons now.... i feel like toking in chi leh... 阿。。。 这样好多了。。。
好久没用电脑了。。。 哎哟。。。李老师刚刚誇我用华文。。。HEHEH。。。上次我回去STAMFORD 看到了学发和家豪。。。0。O 很SIAN。。。 哎呀反正时间要到了。。。 就此停笔!


五月天 - 而我知道
冰块还没融化你在看表我笑的尴尬你说最近很忙改天聊吧那天我在楼下想了很久想你说的话你说爱情很窄世界很大(而我们应该长大)就这样吧就这样吧我想我听懂你话中的话而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道我就是受不了而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒却还是这么难熬微笑紧紧咬牙给你祝福你自由飞吧你说温室没有灿烂的花(你总是很有想法)就这样吧就这样吧我同意可是我泪如雨下

rainy days never stay, 8:43 pm.
Tuesday, March 7

Yo... 2dae went back with Ming Jiao and saw Phak Phoum... Heh hehz... and i was planningto break up with him... well... I showed him a poster of AShin and asked if he's handsom not, so he said yes, heh hehz... den i ask Jia How he said no, than Phak Phoum say "shuai!" until he voice breaks LoLx... than Evangeline(noisy queen) said I like Phak Phoum and Phak Phoum like me(true) and he said,"you jealous izzit?" LoLx... 2dae have nothing to say lo... and im blogging in secret... shhh...
医生刚走 刚刚把门关上 整个病房 突然party一样 她走进来 像天使放光芒 各位色狼 不要对她幻想 小护士啊 你让我们健康 但太健康 又怕你离开身旁 矛盾的我 我好想 我好想 我好想 再为你受点伤 医生都说 治疗不如预防 自从她来 没人想要预防 爱喝酒的 她叫你小心肝 心太软的 她说你要坚强 小护士啊 好像想对我讲 又不能讲 没事就常来逛逛 矛盾的我 我好像 我好像 我好像 已经病入膏肓 多情的人 队伍排到街上 他头发痛 我的心也好烫
this song's called 小护士 and it's about the singer liking this nurse... (the song on the jukebox...)

rainy days never stay, 4:06 am.
Sunday, March 5

Hi... i having illegal activities done in school again.. I'm looking at the awfully LONG posts ive typed yesterday... Today during pe lesson, we did an idiotic dance called "Crocodile Rock(?)" I's stupid... I'm playing the guy and guess who's playing the girl? Sraah tan.. im not suppposeed to blog here now... bye

rainy days never stay, 6:26 pm.

It's me again... i came back from my tuition n shopping at bugis village(bugis village rawk!) and my mother bought (my first) an orange jump suit for me(cheer!)! I was planning to wear that to my the Stamford gathering.... hmm...
niwaes, todae(althogh i hated maths to the core) maths was great. we did negative numbers and my teacher praised me in front of class - 4 doing well n fast^^ niwaes, thanks to our fav: Mrs.Hoy! *applause*
haix... miss my friends... I think Phak Phoum n my relationship are coming to an end... we have not contacted each other in a REALLY looooooooong time... maeB we should break up... speaking of boys, I think I can handle a girls school pretty well now^^ i mean, have girl friends are great, n u dun have to face the fears of looking chio in front of boys(remmember my coconut hairdo?) n u can b yourself and dun have to act cool(that's wad I owaes do) hehehzz
i was thinking maeB i can put lyrics of songs (Mayday songs of course) in my posts... niwaes, todae i'll start with a song created by my Ashin 擁抱. it goes like this:

脫下長日的假面 奔向夢幻的疆界
哪一個人 愛我 將我的手 緊握
 
南瓜馬車的午夜 換上童話的玻璃鞋
抱緊我 吻我 喔 愛 別走
 
讓我享受這感覺 我是孤傲的薔薇
 
 
讓我品嚐這滋味 紛亂世界的不了解
隱藏自己的疲倦 表達自己的狼狽
 
 
放縱自己的狂野 找尋自己的明天
 
昨天太近 明天太遠 默默聆聽那黑夜
向你要求的誓言 就算是你的謊言
 
晚風吻盡 荷花葉 任我醉倒在池邊
我需要愛的慰藉 就算那愛已如潮水
 
等你清楚看見我的美 月光曬乾眼淚

It was about a guy (Ashin) who desperately needs a girl's love (me) even thogh she doesn't love him (it's true, excpet the even thogh she doesn't love him part. of course i love him^^)
well, taht's it for now, i know you'll miss me, but I gotta attend to ASHIN . He desperately needs me now...
BYE^^

rainy days never stay, 3:31 am.
Saturday, March 4

In my hosue now, playing the comp... n0bodi is online right now... what a miserable life! i have some good news and bad news: what do ya want first?(ok, anyway you cant tok, so i'll decide.)
Good news: I'm going to Dunman sec(not high) to watch my seniors play NETBALL^^
BAd news: I forgot to do mrs.william's homework!!! and it has to be passed up by monday ... * gasps
aniwaes... that still doesn't change the fact that I'm bored to death.. sianness is climbing all over me and i'm DYING i'M LOOKING AT BLOGSKINS NOW, AND THERE ARE soo MANY OF THEM with A-shin's face plastered all over it!!! (must resist)OMG OMG OMFG... aSHIN's is so l0nely in one of the pic!!(makes him look kewel!) Heehzzzzzzzzzzz
yesterday i chatted with Yingbin and told her to go to a site about somesort of encyclopeida featuring MAYDAY/WU YUE TIAN/ASHIN!!! remain calm... n she said Ashin looked cool, n i saed He is cool.. LoLx...n i went," Ashin is so handsome hor?"n she was like, "yea, he is handsome" so i asked told her,"this isn't from your heart hor?" n she went,"yup"
Urrgh.... oh well... I know they will learn to admire my lao gong someday...
haix... later still have english tuition @ er... i forgot the time until 2.30, then from2.30 have (bleddy)tuition until 4... sianness... i dunno y my mthr tortuers me with tuition n assesments evrydae... parents should be jailed for doing that... agree not?
Niwaes... i stil miss Ashin's new book - happy.BIRTH.day. haix haix........ mthrs OWAES ruins things....
good news again: i can join the Stamford alumni kelabu(how Taiwanese pronounce clubs)! sianness.... I will be getting more music for my blog soo so keep on coming to my site! (warning: no amg-moh songs are gonna be on my blog. period[exept maeB 5566's boyfriend, open arms and crying in the rain, buit no more thn that])
omg, Ashin is sooo handsome on the blogskin! *faints... He looks so depressed(which makes him even cooler^^)...
BYE!!! comforting A-Shin I-N-G

rainy days never stay, 6:43 pm.

I hate my mther 2 da core... n my fthr 2... i was shopping @ popular juz now(shopping 4 those fu**king assesments again) then, i spotted it...
Ashin's new book - happy.BIRTH.day - on the bookshelf.
$27.90
I began to beg mthr 4 it, n that's it. i stomped out of the shop, bearing my tears in my eyes.... wtf??!! oni $27.90 wad... no big deal lo! i cn cancel my bdae party..
but i juz practically NEED that book..
it's my LIFE..
so i planning to sneak into popular with my pocket $ n buy that bleddy good book - happy.BIRTH.day -
bye... [screaming myself out loud I-N-G]

rainy days never stay, 4:46 am.
Friday, March 3

I planning To joinn the Stamford Almuni Club.. But the problem is... NOBODY IS JOINING!!! there'll be gathering for us on 14 March... hehzz.. I miss them... siannzzz [[recording Mayday's songs on Handphone I-N-G]] I've recently been using I-N-G... influenced by MAYDAY de baax... haixx... nobodie is onlinE now... my school really sucks lo... no best friends (yet?).. I really my real best friends... (Ming Jiao, Vanie, Sally and Agnes in case you don't know..) My classmates are all veri ang-moh-pai one leh... they everything also talk english... cumon! we're chinese! be proud of it!! Siannzzz... [MAYDAY's lian ai I-N-G I-N-G... LoL]
So how do ya like my new blog skin?? A SHin's face is plastered all over it... LoLx... I wonder if there's a Campus Superstar 2? hehx... if there's one, i'll join... hehx... plz vote for mE!!! n I'll sing MAYDAY 's LIAN AI I-N-G^^ rofl...

rainy days never stay, 6:24 pm.

onLong Time no see... Eh... everything here is still okay... I planning to change my blog skin... to a e with my dear AShin<3...>that stupid SSally n her fren Siti are spamming me right NOW...I'm so gonna kill themmm NOW!!!

rainy days never stay, 7:04 am.

HELLO

Amanda Tay
17
1st of June, 1993

TURN BACK?
Stamford Primary
Tanjong Katong Girls'

Victoria JC

IT MIGHT BE GOOD TO WARN YOU THAT
▪ I am incessantly obsessed with anime/ manga/ Japanese stuff
▪ My mood swings are more unpredictable than Full Days
▪ Colourfully obscene words make up a big part of my life
▪ I am a firm believer of procrastination.


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