Monday, October 2
have you guys ever missed someone and all the memories came flooding back into your mind like how it's replaying like a movie that you've watched and you loved it very much? well, that's life, i guess... i mean, people come and go right? but sometimes, it's better if we don't meet at all. then, we don't have to bear with all the sadness of departing... but then again, if we don't meet at all, who's going to fill up your memories - all the good and bad ones? ofcourse, people want to remember only the sweet ones, but somehow, the bad ones are equally good. if your memories are all very nice, perhaps you can't tolerate having a bad experience[example the toilet flushing when you're peeing halfway!]. so the big question is, to forget or not to forget? ah i know, everything will end when you're dead. but perhaps, the theory of souls trapped inside your body is really true, will the memories stay forever?
ok, forget whatever crap i talk-cocked just now. just a random thought that pops into my mind every now and then.
have you guys ever wonder how you'll die? most people want to die in their sleep. but, they just died without saying a farewell to everything. is it good? i'm not a very this kind of person. i probably just want to die doing my favourite thing and in my favourite place: drawing a nice manga and wearing a white dress and sitting under a tree in a very beautiful garden. i don't want anybody to see me dying. that leaves too much of a bad memory for any person i the world to see people dying. that's too somehow, cruel. so even steve irwin died, i respect him for the way he died. he died while doing his favourtie thing.
wa! crapping again!!
i don't know why people want to be popular la, seriously. i mean, if you get popular, people get to know your name and how you look like and idolise you. so? why the heck do you want a few hundred thousands of people to love you when only your true friends and your one and only mr.right will truly love you? all those are just skin deep. but i believe love has a deeper meaning than that. I also have no explanation for that. people do the stupidest thing for love, but have they ever thought that their loved ones would suffer even more if they die? i believe that if you love someone, you can give him the greatest joy you he will enjoy. i will not ask the guy i like to be my boyfriend, but i will tell him courageously that i like him and wether he like me or not, i willl still continue loving him. others may say i'm despo, but i think able to give your love for someone you love and doesn't love you back is the most -er- loveliest act ever. wa~ from popular to love! crapping away! aaa
i love Hitsugaya touchirou and ichigo kurosaki and takumi tokiha (:
oh, love six one oh five too (:
ok, forget whatever crap i talk-cocked just now. just a random thought that pops into my mind every now and then.
have you guys ever wonder how you'll die? most people want to die in their sleep. but, they just died without saying a farewell to everything. is it good? i'm not a very this kind of person. i probably just want to die doing my favourite thing and in my favourite place: drawing a nice manga and wearing a white dress and sitting under a tree in a very beautiful garden. i don't want anybody to see me dying. that leaves too much of a bad memory for any person i the world to see people dying. that's too somehow, cruel. so even steve irwin died, i respect him for the way he died. he died while doing his favourtie thing.
wa! crapping again!!
i don't know why people want to be popular la, seriously. i mean, if you get popular, people get to know your name and how you look like and idolise you. so? why the heck do you want a few hundred thousands of people to love you when only your true friends and your one and only mr.right will truly love you? all those are just skin deep. but i believe love has a deeper meaning than that. I also have no explanation for that. people do the stupidest thing for love, but have they ever thought that their loved ones would suffer even more if they die? i believe that if you love someone, you can give him the greatest joy you he will enjoy. i will not ask the guy i like to be my boyfriend, but i will tell him courageously that i like him and wether he like me or not, i willl still continue loving him. others may say i'm despo, but i think able to give your love for someone you love and doesn't love you back is the most -er- loveliest act ever. wa~ from popular to love! crapping away! aaa
i love Hitsugaya touchirou and ichigo kurosaki and takumi tokiha (:
oh, love six one oh five too (:
rainy days never stay, 12:45 am.
