Sunday, June 17
The first time i saw you, I thought, "not bad."
The second time I saw you, I took the flyer you gave.
The third time I saw you, my heart skipped a beat, and I didnt dare to walk past that shop.
By that time, I had already taken a liking for you.
My friend who had a boyfriend once told me, "if she had 5 different lives, she would go to 5 different countries and try 5 different types of food and go to 5 different schools and meet 5 different types of people. and would like the same one person." I don't know if I'll ever feel that way but yes, I like you. That night, I tried to come up with reasons my feet didnt have the courage to bring me past that shop.
Maybe it was your looks. Maybe it's the way you talk with such sincerity to your friends. Maybe it's the way you smile at passer-bys. Maybe it's the way you remind me of somebody when you're so serious at work.
I don't know the reason at the moment, and I know it's impossible between us. But please continue giving me the illusion that you looked at me wasn't out of reflex, but because you noticed. The way you smiled at me wasn't because I was just another passer-by, but because you find me special. The way you laugh so cheerfully wasn't because you found the joke funny, but because you're in love.
Just let me continue admiring you from afar
This is my new monologue. I dont know which one to choose la. ah well.
dep camp starts tomorrow. i dont feel llike sleeping now
oh yeah, Ichigo didnt go to school today beause today's Masaki's death anniversary.
May her soul be blissful inside Soul Society.
The second time I saw you, I took the flyer you gave.
The third time I saw you, my heart skipped a beat, and I didnt dare to walk past that shop.
By that time, I had already taken a liking for you.
My friend who had a boyfriend once told me, "if she had 5 different lives, she would go to 5 different countries and try 5 different types of food and go to 5 different schools and meet 5 different types of people. and would like the same one person." I don't know if I'll ever feel that way but yes, I like you. That night, I tried to come up with reasons my feet didnt have the courage to bring me past that shop.
Maybe it was your looks. Maybe it's the way you talk with such sincerity to your friends. Maybe it's the way you smile at passer-bys. Maybe it's the way you remind me of somebody when you're so serious at work.
I don't know the reason at the moment, and I know it's impossible between us. But please continue giving me the illusion that you looked at me wasn't out of reflex, but because you noticed. The way you smiled at me wasn't because I was just another passer-by, but because you find me special. The way you laugh so cheerfully wasn't because you found the joke funny, but because you're in love.
Just let me continue admiring you from afar
This is my new monologue. I dont know which one to choose la. ah well.
dep camp starts tomorrow. i dont feel llike sleeping now
oh yeah, Ichigo didnt go to school today beause today's Masaki's death anniversary.
May her soul be blissful inside Soul Society.
rainy days never stay, 7:26 am.
