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Monday, May 5

SHIT

is it me? or is it that i have the tendency to make people hate each other?

that is why i am not initiative in hope of a better situation.

damn.

i have messed up stuff again.

rainy days never stay, 7:34 am.

for secondary school, amanda of course, zing and sharon. i'm really glad we still go out on even thursdays (or was it odd?) and eat icecream and catch up on gossip in each other's lives. because the times in sec 2 having our creepy bitching sessions in weird places (like zing's toilet and playground) and planning outings, movies and holidays together. you made me laugh like no one else can and i love you so much =D

the above was from a blog i came across the other day (if you really want to know, the website is http:www.ichigopink-.blogspot.com. and yes the owner finally decided to remove the privacy thingy)

and since the author has kindly posted about me, i shall dedicate this post to her. (but if you go to her blog, you'll realise that the paragraphs for her idols are longer than her friends'. this goes to show the more you love someone, the less talkative you become - i think)

her name was melotte megan lui zi lin. (wait a sec, whats up with the 'was'?!) i remember the first day of school my impression of her was the girl with a pearly face (i had read earlier in Sabrina's Secrets magazine that 'Megan' meant pearl, so whenever i saw her face it pops into a round, white, powdery pearl with clipped up fringe and buttoned up school blouse talking to people)

our class changed shits, i mean, seats the next term. (sayonara to the obnoxious girl who sits diagonally in front of me with a centerparting by the name of kirstene kristen)i Awas in her row. everytime the teacher uses a projector to flash the class stuff and when my eyesight fails me i zoop up front. (dont ask me what zoop means, i made it up) and kneels down beside her. ah, i still remember the words she always asks that rings in my mind. do you want to sit?

thats as close as you can get from our relationship in the first few terms of sec one. then claudia introduced her in. then after a few bitchfights me and megan became best friends :D

now thats the past. lets focus on the present. how megan changed my life. (MEGAN YOU BETTER BE GRATEFUL!)

putting aside the fact that im an easily-influenced person and a teenager who faces peer pressure everyday, megan has changed me by alot.

remember the weight conscious phase she was going through? apparently i got so subconsciously affected I STOPPED EATING FERERO ROCHER. (ok, maybe there are other contributing factors but lets just look past that ok?)

and i got more patient waiting for people's reaction to my jokes. (have i mentioned how she laughed 5 seconds after yb spilled apple tea all over zing?)

ok more seriously, i cant think how i changed because for one thing, i dont observe myself much ok maybe a few blackheads and pimple here and there occasionally.

so i shall move on to her good points! (and pray her ego doesnt grow)

1, she is an awfully good singer.

just that she sings too much

2, she gets high easiliy
yes, when she starts laughing - SHE DOESNT STOPS and since i get high when others get high, we two gets high! yay for world peace! :D

3, she's smart.
hate to admit, but yeah its true. she got a higher l1r5 (or whatever its arrange) than me, who's supposedly 'smart from a triple science class". either that, or im really stupid. hmm...

4, we share (almost) the same taste in music
J-A-P-A-N-E-S-E S-O-N-G-S!

5, im taller than her :)

6, she listens to me
on the phone, although sometimes she sings to cover up my wonderful singing, but yeah when i have a problem and whines complains to her, she calms me down. ("hao la, hao la.")

7, im taller than her :D

8, shes easygoing
"wanna go out?"
"ok, where? bugis?"
"ok."

or

"where do you want to eat?"
"videoworld?" (which, btw, is now open again!!! :D)
"ok."

or

"what flavour you want?"
"hmm... ah.... eh... uh... Mango?"
"ok."

or

"what are you doing?"
"eating this turkey and then stuffing myself in the gravy before proceeding to attempt to jump down Niagara falls. wanna try?"
"ok."

9, im taller than her :D

10, WE SIIIIIIING ON THE PHOOOOOOONE
i sing, she sings to cover up, i sing to cover up, her mother joins in, my mother nags me. you get the idea.
and uh, the other time i looked, some of the windows on the other block lit up.

11. we do almost everything at the same time.
its just so amazing it gets freaky, its like, we're REALLY fated to be best friends. (yup, thats the scary part) when we got cold in the cinema, we shifted out positions at the same time to reach for our jackets. we got injured on the same day on the same finger of the same hand. we call each other at the same time, making the poor woman in the handphone talk. we jinx - ALOT. (and that reminds me, more than half of you out there owes me ALOT of cokes and milos!)

so moving on from the present, we go on to the FUTURE.

in the future i see me and megan wearing astronaut suits, floating in space, riding on rockets and singing together, the only thing is, we cant hear each other because we're in space! :D

ok seriously, i know next time we're going to different schools. best friends as we are, we're still different individuals with different dreams. but even as then, we'll still be chilling out over the phone and hanging out during the school hols whenever we can. i cant guarantee a 'friends forever', that's too naive, but i can be sure that you'll always be one of my UNFORGETTABLE and IRREPLACEABLE best FRIEND. :) [sheesh this is so mushy]

and i want to tell you that i dont regret having the fight the other day, because its through these quarrels that strengthen our friendship :)











look at my blog post compared to the space she set aside for us. taken advantage of already... hai.... 人生啊,人生啊...

rainy days never stay, 7:06 am.

HELLO

Amanda Tay
17
1st of June, 1993

TURN BACK?
Stamford Primary
Tanjong Katong Girls'

Victoria JC

IT MIGHT BE GOOD TO WARN YOU THAT
▪ I am incessantly obsessed with anime/ manga/ Japanese stuff
▪ My mood swings are more unpredictable than Full Days
▪ Colourfully obscene words make up a big part of my life
▪ I am a firm believer of procrastination.


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